
Pretty soon, I'm going to be in uncharted waters. I've never lost more than 15 lbs before, so that scares me a bit. But then again, I've never been 40 lbs overweight before either. It's going to be a long road, but I can't wait to start feeling better about myself again.
I think after I lose the next 10, I'm going to treat myself to a pedicure and manicure
It's been about 2 years since the last time 
Some other things that I can't wait for:
-My wedding ring fitting properly again! Right now, my fat bulges around the band. Not cute!
-Having confidence again
-People not mistaking me for being pregnant

-Being able to enjoy shopping - and not just for shoes!
-Being a sexy wife for my DH. I'm pretty certain this is all in my head, but as of now, I feel so incredibly frumpy, and I feel like my hubby deserves better. I don't think I'd be proud to show me off to his friends if I were him...
-Not hiding when family photos are being taken
-Being able to walk up a slight incline or stairs without feeling winded
-Did I already say having confidence? :P
So there we have it, I'm sure I'm missing a ton of things, but the mind is exhausted. And again, I have to say that this forum has been a HUGE help already. It's reassuring to know that other people are going through the same struggles that I am. Reading about everyone's successes, and even the mistakes makes it clear that yes, it IS possible to reach my final goal, and also yes, we ARE human, so there will be bumps along the way. Just have to keep going.


One thing about this though - if I am absolutely DYING for a certain food/meal, I have it. I've always been one of those people to think that since I ruined one meal, the whole day is shot and then I just go crazy with food. I've had to work on this, and thankfully this time around that ugly beast hasn't come roaring in yet
And honestly, I don't think it will. The fact that I feel in control of that mental issue gives me a lot of hope.

Great Job! Biddy you are awesome.