So i was looking back at old pictures of myself....and I was completely disgusted by how big I was. I don't think I realized I'd gotten that big. I think that even my "weightloss" pictures were the most flattering ones I could possibly take....
Just take a look at these candid pictures from my birthday on May 28 2009
yeah, I know...TERRIBLE pictures. I NEVER realized I was that big.
Well I was also looking through some candid pictures from this past weekend at the ren fest....and I think I look smaller. It's hard to tell because it was super cold so I was wearing four shirts and a hoodie and two pairs of pants, and the hoodie was black and it was dark outside, but even in my face I see a difference...
once again, terrible pictures...but I see a difference...
Now look at these two next to each other. The one on the left is the old picture, and the one on the right is from this weekend. Ignore the fact that my waist is so tiny, I was wearing a corset that shrunk it immensely and made it so that I could barely breath...Just look at MY ARMS.
One of the pictures is big and one is small because I tried to make my shoulder width the same so you could better compare. I don't know about you guys, but I see a HUGE difference...
FINALLY! I hadn't seen it before now, but I guess it's because I hadn't seen myself in those unflattering positions that everyone else had seen me in.
What a relief. I know I haven't lost much this month, but I am feeling much better about my lack of loss now. I'll catch up soon. =D