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Originally Posted by hatethesweatpants
Congrats everyone on the great week of losing! I was roaming through Target yesterday and saw that they already have spring sandals out (ironic b/c I drove there in a blizzard) and it reminded me that swim suit/shorts season is right around the corner! Stay motivated, everyone! It will pay off! I promise!
Yeah, speaking of swimsuit/shorts season...
I have my basic kayaking class tonight at the local university's pool. I thought I'd be ok with it after having lost almost 50lbs (!), but I'm having major anxiety about it.
Hubby is doing it with me, which makes me feel better (he's got a bit of a beer belly, lol), but I'm still getting really anxious. I'm worried about 1)how I'll look in my swimsuit at the pool--I still have really chunky inner thighs and upper arms, and a bit of a belly, not to mention I'm the whitest white girl you've ever seen--among mostly younger, skinnier, more athletic people, 2)whether or not I can physically do whatever I'll need to do without making an *** out of myself--I'm in much better shape than I was 6 mos ago, but I'm still not athletic or super-strong or anything, and 3)swimming/doing stuff in water--I have a major fear of not being able to breathe, I'm a weak swimmer, and I hate dunking my head/face in the water.
We paid $50 for this class, and I really want to learn to do this before we go on our trip to Alaska this summer, so I'm not going to blow it off/cancel (like I would have 50lbs ago, lol). But still--lots of anxiety.
