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Originally Posted by LauraRVA42011
Happy Saturday all!
Well I weighed in and was down 9.6 lbs. Whoa! I was looking for 4 so this was a pleasant surprise. I had a feeling since my clothes are looser. Total so far is 15.2 lost. Wow.
Had a mental wobble yesterday that is hard to describe. We were at Costco late in the afternoon and while I actually didn't WANT the samples I was too conscious that I couldn't have them. Plus, in the past, we would have ate dinner there, having pizza or Italian sausage. I felt guilty that I had taken this opportunity away with my new way of living. The ridiculous bit is that all this is in my head. My husband has not complained once. In fact, he's lost 10lbs on his own using his Fitbit food diary.
In the past, we enabled each other to make bad choices and I feel like subconsciously I'm trying to get back there. I journalled about it and that helped straighten my mind out.
I'm also rethinking the weekly weigh in. I felt a lack of reinforcement this week. I'm thinking of weighing on Wednesday between the weekly weigh in.
On with a great day!
Cheers,
Laura
Laura ~
Wow just Wow! What an great loss!
I know too well that guilt you feel when you think you are taking eating opportunities away from others. Please try to let that go. It can be mental sabotage. In the months that I have been on Medifast I've been faced with similar situations so I make sure to always have a Medifast ready-to-eat meal in my purse AT ALL TIMES! I've sat down at many pizzza places and enjoyed a restaurant meal with my family happily content to eat my bar. It really comes down to changing our thought process with food. I've discovered nobody really is paying attention to what you are and what you are not eating. I'm convinced we are the only ones thinking about this cause everyone else is eating!!
Carve THIS time out for you! Keep your path straight ahead with your goals and your eating plan as the number one priority. The ones who love and care for us want us to succeed and most will do anything for us to make that happen.
I've found I have gotten stronger and more determined as I've continued. The first month I cleared my calendar of all entertainment that revolved around food. I just felt I wouldn't be strong enough. I've added all that back in over the months and find that other's food does not bother me nor make me crave any longer.
Doing Medifast can be a pretty emotional journey because we are dealing with how we got to where we are and how to get back. I'm glad you journal, it helps to look back on the days when we struggle with our mind set. There will be highs and lows. Enjoy your high Laura. You've lost a ton of weight. Celebrate that!
I'm rooting for you and celebrating what you've achieved!
Karen