oh my goodness!!!!! this outpouring of love and support is overwhelming!!! debkay is right.. a combination of excitement and terror. i'd be lying if i said i wasn't at all worried!!! but, there have been many many people who have gone before, and the vast majority are doing just great, and that's a tremendous source of courage.
as for my preop weight loss, well, let me tell you that it was nothing i did!!!!! the smarter docs say that correcting the sleep apnea actually got oxygen into my body, and i now have a metabolism. so, my nagging question is, if i just keep going, would i need the surgery???? and my response is that i have yo-yo-ed FOR DECADES, and what makes me think i could actually keep the weight off???
so, off we go.
you ladies are the best. the support you've given peachie and me is just unbelievable. we are lucky, blessed, happy, to know you all.
so, it's a few more weeks of misery, and then my life will be back. now, all i need is a job...
much love... and more news as it happens.
jiffypop
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