luckymommy I just wanted to let you know I've been thinking about you and hoping you regain control ASAP. It sounds like these recent binges are very very feelings-fueled and not closely related to diet. I hope positive self talk will have a positive effect on you and ring true. Bring on the good days!
krampus, you're a great support here and I appreciate your post! I'm also thinking this is not a diet issue but more feelings related. I think posting here has really helped me sift through the blurriness of it all so hopefully that will in and of itself bring back the good days. Hope you're doing great and that you're ripped!