Hi everyone, sorry I've been missing for so long. Just a lot going on here. I've been very sick and couldn't figure out why. I finally broke down and went to see my doctor. After some tests, I've learned I'm now Insulin Dependent Diabetic. Very depressing for me since I've done about everything in my power to lose weight and keep it off.
My last post a couple weeks ago was about my grandson living here with us. He is now back with his mom and awaiting the new custody trial (so his dad will take custody of him). My heart breaks at the way this baby has been shuffled around.
In other news, today we learned my son is deploying to Afghanistan instead of Iraq. I was afraid this would happen! He isn't upset about it, but I am! Though I'm trying to stay calm and not "stress out" which even further messes with my already enormously high blood sugars!
I'll try to start posting again and let everyone know how my new "diabetic diet" is going. I'm staying within a few lbs. of goal, so just need to eat the right way and focus on my health more than my weight for right now.
I do have the desire to walk on my treadmill but not the energy to do so. I feel incredibly fatigued all the time for right now.
I hope everyone else is doing OK!
Last edited by lilybelle; 09-20-2009 at 09:44 PM.
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