Meg, I'm sending a ton of positive vibes your way! You are strong and resiliant, so I know you will recover quickly. In the meantime, I'm sure they hooked you up with a morphine button. Use it until they won't let you have any more!
I hope you are able to recover through the unexpected, as well... wait... hope? Psht, I know you will be
PS: hospital food sucks. If you lived down here, I'd swing by and bring you some grilled chicken and veggies