4 years, 2 months, and 22 days since Keilyn's father took his own life. It has been 4 years, 2 months, and 22 days since I could even fathum the idea of ever getting close to another man again but it has been the most inspiring, soul strengthing 4 years, 2 months, and 22 days ever in my life. I have done alot of inner self learning, growing, building and now it has all paid off. I have been seeing Larry since shortly after Halloween last year. I have not mentioned alot of this to you guys because I wanted to see things for what they were, how they were before I told everything. As many of you know it has taken me alot to get where I am, emotionally. The first few months I couldnt' let myself get close to him, I couldn't let the walls that I have built up around me down for anything. I would nit pick things apart, find things wrong with him or his situation without really truely seeing the entire picture, I haven't been around much in the last few months except here and there because something happen............I do declare a miracle happened. I let my walls down, I discovered the most caring, loving, inspiring, mentally stimulating man I could ever have thought existed. He has taught me things, showed me things (mentally and physcially) that I didn't think was possible. Even though I have been married twice before and gone out this guy or that guy this is different. I have found that missing piece of the puzzle in my life, I have found someone, something that completely shows me what life is about. I never dreamed I could feel this way, I never dreamed something this awsome was possible, I never dreamed that I could feel this way, much less be loved for who I am and with all my imperfections but you know I have always felt things happen for a reason, God has a plan for us and now I feel like my life is traveling down the road it was suppose to go down. So with that said as I sit here with tears in my eyes I have news..................
You brought tears to my eyes this morning. Such a beautiful new beginning. I'm assuming you said yes.... Congratulations Laurie! You deserve to be happy! I am so happy for you!
Laurie, that is so fantastic and I'm so happy for you! Now with everything you have going on, you can prepare for a wedding too. I'm assuming with everyone else that you said yes.
I have 2 words for you -- Las Vegas! But skip Elvis; he was $700 extra!
Well it has been..............
Congratulations Laurie! You deserve to be happy! I am so happy for you!
