I am a working mother of 3 girls ages 7, 6, and 3. I am looking to become a big L. I sit at a desk all day and then when I get home I have no motivation to do much of anything. I feel like a blob. I want to show my husband that I can be thin again. He is so supportive of me and I want to show him that his support does mean a lot. The thinnest he has ever seen me was at 125, after my first daughter. Before her I couldn't hit 100 pounds no matter what I ate or did, I was 94-98 and holding. I was healthy though, I did not starve myself. I did have bouts of bulemia when I was younger, but considering I was not trying to lose and was not being intentional about it they called it involuntary. I would get sick for weeks at a time and anything I ate just came back up. I did not think I needed to lose weight and in fact I was trying to work with a plan to gain. Now I am trying to lose, but I want to be healthy about it so as not to get stuck in the fad diet craze. The only thing I take is a daily is a multi-vitamin.
I am trying a healthier diet plan and am trying to get up my motivation and drive to lose more by excersize. I don't weigh myself, but decided I need to break down and buy a stupid scale anyhow,
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I have been on and off of my diet for over a month now, more on than off. I have lost a couple pant sizes
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New and looking for a buddy.
