Wait - don't throw in the towel yet! You have dropped 19 pounds.Amazing!!! Good for you!!
I would love to be where you are. I will be there soon!!! You really have come so far... I would love to be an accountable source for you. I am stuck at 199. Trying to break the cycle of plateau after plateau after... Well, you get the idea. You can send me a PM if ya want. I hope to hear from ya! Either way, kepp going. Stay the course!!! You've come so far.
take care
carafre