Hola, i live with my boyfriend of 2 plus years and don't have many friends. He doesn't need to diet and we eat most meals together. He is supportive, but he thinks i am obsessive so he's not an enforcer or much of a promoter of my weightloss. What I'm saying is i'd like someone or some people to share anecdotal humor and frequent tales of battle and defeat. Im 25 and not new to this site though i'll admit i read much more than I post. I find inspiration as anyone in my situation (i hate my body) would when reading of success. I have a solid 50 to lose off the bat, as a preliminary goal. I'm not on a strict program, this week, but i do either Atkins or low cal or meal replacements but i've been excercising less and less each month. Anyhow you can see i need a plan of action, and basically i'd say a new lifestyle, but how can i change what i've always been, which is insekur. Plus i'm currently unemployed so i am either depressed or melancholy, depending on the weather, not quite schizo but close. I live in CA and have four birds; sammy, lola, willow and bubba sunshine. No kids,but i love them, i have two neices 5 and 6 that are moving to Cali at the end of this month, and a newphew 8 in Wa. I go to community college and have for years and years, i like taking classes but am indecisive on a career. Also i write, anything, poems, short stories, essays. Maybe we can start a poetry thread, I think i'm an o.k writer, it's like my one creative outlet, language. That, and obsessing about my appearance.
Last edited by insekur; 03-22-2005 at 06:09 PM.
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