I am 36 years old. I've been Overweight and I've been happy with my weight. I spent 4 years in a very happy weight place recently. But then I got pregnant and went completely crazy eating horrible. I gained A LOT of weight. If that wasn't bad enough since my DD has been born (getting close to 2 years) I have put on an extra 15 pounds. No not lost. Gained
I am married to a great guy (even though he is supportive of me eating junk). I have a 9yo DS and 20 mo old DD.
I can't take being overweight even one more day. Every day I stay heavy I get more and more sad. I don't do anything with my family and I won't even look in the mirror long enough to put on makeup most days. It's gotten BAD. I want to be happy again. I want to play with my kids and go out into public. Pathetic aren't I???
I have been following the WW plan. I REALLY have. Kept track of eveything. Then I had my first weigh in with a huge ZERO for loss or gain. Stayed exactly the same. I promised myself I wouldn't get down and give up. But the past few days I have been binging. I have 98 pounds to lose. I would like to lose it by March 11.
Yes I mean next mo. Haa Haa. So what has this accomplished. More weight induced depression. So today I woke up VERY EARLY 3:30 am. I have decided to get SERIOUS again. I am going to make being here my new hobby. Hope thats not too pathetic. I think it will help me. So that is my morning rambling. I really hope to develop a strong tie with other FAT CHICKS. Hee Hee.
I'm going to be here a while. I've got a long way to go. Have a great day. Hope to hear from lots of you. Your fat chick bud forever
Sara


