I am so glad that I have stumbled across this forum. I had previously been on a pregnancy forum where I have posted for several months. I had been trying to conceive but have decided to lose weight first but I have never been on a diet in my whole life!!!. – I will just start out with how I got here today….
1999 Graduated from High School – weight 115
2000 Married my HS sweetheart after finishing my first year of college. Weight 140
2001 (fall of 2000-2001)Started Sophomore year of college – began marital problems with cheating, abusive husband. Weight 155
2002 (fall of 2001-2002) Started Junior year of college – In July I left my husband and in November we were divorced. (should have listened to my grandmother about him.lol) weight 165
2003 (fall of 2002-2003) Started Senior year of college – Graduated May of 2003 – but due to the college error didn’t receive my degree. Oh, and I had started dating a new man – a police officer to protect me…lol! November 2003 I was diagnosed with cervical cancer at age 22.
2004- (fall of 2004-2005) Started back to school after a year off to fix the problem that my school did not calculate. (I graduate for real next week with a b.a. in history and political science – pre-law) Had surgery Jan 20, 2004 weight 170. Jan 22, 2004 me and my police officer were married. July 27 first time tests came back cancer free… Summer of 2004 weight 180 –
started having severe edema in my lower legs and was tested for hypothyroidism where I have yet to get medicine for…I have an appointment with a endocrinologist in January and my liver functions test was high also my menstrual cycles have been messed up since gaining weight and I have lost at least 50% of my hair –no balding it is growing back but it just falls out in my brush…my pony tail isn’t as thick and I am getting it cut up to my chin before Christmas to keep the rubber bands out of it..to let it heal and grow back. . Started back to school end of august….work full time and carrying 18 semester hours of college. Attend college 3 days a week drive 610 miles each week to school 119 each week to work. I work 1st shift and husband works 3rd. -----But through all of these obstacles I have finished school and I am the first one in my family to finish college-----I am officially done with school December 18th and I am free of the fast food crisis due to always being in my car!!! I am beginning to hate McDonalds.
weight today December 6, 2004 200.5
I have never been on a diet before in my life. I am out of HS for almost 6 years now. In HS I had earned a varsity letter in 5 sports. My favorite being Swimming team –no access to swimming pool anymore until summer time. I have an outdoor pool where I live and I was on the Gymnastics team. I can’t even touch my toes now…actually having a hard time even seeing my toes.
I had been trying to conceive a baby this year because my doc said it was ok and 2 because I want to be a mother so badly. (my husband is 31 and we both want to have kids young) But after not being able to conceive. I have decided to get my body in healthy shape…then get fat again. LOL I don’t want to be burdened with gestational diabetes or hypertension because I was too overweight when I got pregnant. I want to have a healthy pregnancy and a healthy baby. And most of all I want to lose weight for ME and for no one else.
My husband is so sweet and always tells me how beautiful/attractive/sexy I am…but I saw a picture of myself a few weeks ago and I was SHOCKED at what I saw. I feel so much different than I look. I feel beautiful. But I am getting unhealthy. I tried to start running again last week. That lasted at 8 seconds..and I gave up! I could feel the fat on my back and butt jumping up and down and was quite painful! A feeling that I have never had before.
One month ago I had to get new clothes because I literally couldn’t get any of my blouses for work buttoned…none of my pants fit…and my new suits for work I can’t even get on my leg. Not to mention I cannot afford to by business suits everyday. Finally enough is enough. I have to take control on what I am doing to my body. I need a lifestyle change! And my husband wants to lose weight too…but his method doesn’t work for me. And we don’t eat or cook our meals at the same time. I am down to one pair of jeans, 1 pair of khaki’s (sz16 which are starting to get tight and they are new) and 1 pair of black pants that I just bought from Lane Bryant. My new FAVORITE store…everything fits!! Its awesome. Because even when this I had problems fitting pants on my legs..(the whole gymnast thing from the past)
So anyway…This is my first REAL diet…Lifestyle change that I have ever done…and I AM DOING IT ALL FOR ME!!!!!!! For me for me for me…that is an awesome thing to say. (I briefly ate Atkins diet with my husband but it didn’t work for me)
I have no idea how to do it – and I don’t want to pay membership fees somewhere unless it is to a gym. So I am asking for you help to help me
I have a wonderful husband who loves me no matter what…but helps contribute to the problem because he loves fatty foods and we eat out a lot. He loves cookies. I do too…and I bake them too much. When I met him he was like 245lbs 6feet something tall…and now he is at 300lbs. and we want a new mattress.. (500lbs on it everyday has to be hard) We want a memory foam bed. And When we reach our goal we will buy it!!! YAY my back won’t hurt anymore.
So now that I have told you ever so personal information. I am ready to begin my life overhaul and I have a pretty good attitude about it to get my body healthy again and acknowledge that my body is the only body that I will ever have. And take care of it. My goal is to lose 58.5 lbs. to put me at a healthy weight of 140 I am 5 feet 3 inches tall and I am 23 years old.
In January I have an appt with endocrinologist for thyroid. I am getting a full hormone workup done. Liver test again. And an all over physical. Plus it is my 3 month check up with my OBGYN for my cancer visits. Sorry for the long entry. And thanks for your support! I am so excited to be here.!!!
THANKS ELIZABETH!!!