dinamichele, Hello! I know how you feel. I have also gained 30 pounds in the last few years. It seems overwhelming when I think of losing that total amount. I am disappointed in letting myself gain the weight

. We can lose it though!! Let's take it one step at a time and set some small goals. Getting back in control of things is important I think. I am doing Weight Watchers. I really like the flexibility of the program, because there are no forbidden foods. I do not do well with severe carbohydrate restrictions and diets like that. I hope things go well for you!!