Hello everyone! I'm new!

I'm set out to get healthy and lose weight.
I'm about 5'4" and hit my highest weight again at 263 pounds.
I've started getting really down because all of my 'big shirts' are too small. I have to wear a really long tank top under just to keep my belly from hanging out

I seem to have an eating disorder. or at least, I think I do. I have the need to constantly eat. Even if I'm full. I need to eat. I'll eat to the point my stomach hurts, and even sometimes then, I'll eat.
I went to my doctor last week and asked him about weight loss surgery. I was told my insurance wouldn't cover it, and it would all have to be out of pocket. I have no job and can in no way pay for it. And I think with my eating disorder I wouldn't be solving anything with it anyway. I need to overcome the binge eating.. I have no real support here at home, so I started searching online and found this place. I hope to see you all around the forums, and hopefully get healthy with you!