Posted a really long post and it's gone!
So thankful for you sharing and not being alone. Bipolar can lead to my beingalmost fanatical about losing weight and fitness for a short time, to being unable to drag myself out of bed. So it really does impact on me.
I would love to hoe to be medication free one day, but that seems a long way off. I've changed my life path recently in that I've stopped uni and settled with a diploma instead of a degree and have started a small part time job local (so no 110 mile commute a day) which has no responsibility or stress (a first for me in work).
I have picked up exercise again and am actively going to classes in Tai Chi and kickboxing. I'm too heavy to ride my horse at the moment so lunge him and getting my weight down is a goal to allow me back into the saddle.
Keeping my motivation up when I'm low is the tricky part.