Hi Angel, glad to have you here
i've been struggling my whole life with weight too, but when i joined this forum i made a lot of new friend who really supported me and especially inspired me

this time don't look at it as going on a diet but changing your life style, you wanna be healthy and keep your children healthy too ( God bless you all ) you can start by asking people who are really close to you to support you and help you on this journey, YOU CAN DO IT !! Good luck dear ^_^
ps.if you need anything i'll be glad to help you
Sincerly
Houda