Hello My name is Alena. I am 21 and I weigh 203lbs and I am 5ft 3". I have been overweight since about 13 years old. In the spring of 2011 I decided to start exercising more I was about 180 and by the end of the summer I was 155 I stayed around that weight in November in 2011 I found out I was pregnant it was a surprise but my fiancee and I were excited. In december I was rushed into the ER with internal bleeding it was an undiagnosed tubular pregnancy that ruptured. After I physically recovered in from the pregnancy We decided to try and conceive. Month after month and still no baby I was so depressed from the one I had lost and the fact that I couldnt get pregnant I stopped taking care of myself and started gaining weight and got up to where I am now. This month I found out that I was pregnant it turned out to be another ectopic pregnancy that burst I got out of the hospital two days ago and I have a 6 inch incision similar to a cesarean incision. I can do much from exercising right now as I am still in alot of pain but I plan to start walking everyday starting tomorrow and eating better.
I'm so sorry that you are having such a hard time. My husband and I tried for 6 years before we got our lttle girl. Please dont blame yourself, you are not at fault for what your body is doing.
Thank you everyone This is Day One already planning my walks out and on the 7th Im joining the local gym to get started on the elliptical. Cant wait to be a size 6 lol