I guess being so skinny is unattractive. I just want to like myself and last time I was 110 and thought I was fat-then again I was anorexic. I am going to give 120 a try. I am sorry for the arguement I started. I hope you all can forgive me. I have issues.
I think this journey should be about finding yourself. Finding who you are and loving yourself. Weight loss is sometimes the key, sometimes God, friends, family. It's very hard to wade through the crap and expectations in this world to find who you want to be. You've managed to see who you really want, and pull yourself out of other people's thoughts about you. I applaud you for that. You're as strong as you let yourself be. I hope you stick to your goals with a new thinking and good luck !