Hello and
I could not help but notice how frequently you referred to motivation. Just have to say that IMO motivation is highly overrated. Losing weight and getting in shape has to be a *decision* you make and stick with whether or not you "feel" motivated. Feelings are far too fickle to be relied upon. I certainly understand as currently I am going through a plateau of several weeks that just makes me want to throw up my hands and forget it. But I won't.. because I have made a *decision* to do this. I certainly don't feel motivated LOL.
What sort of eating plan are you on? And yes, it can be harder this time of year, but nothing says you have to give in and eat a lot over the holidays.
I wish you the best of success. Glad you came here, and I hope you choose to become involved. You can do this.