I'll go by Luna if you girls don't mind. I'm ashamed of my weight and embarrassed of someone I know discovering my plead for help, I guess. I feel so lame being this fat. :/ I love who I am and know I'm gorgeous, but my weight makes me feel otherwise. I can't wait to be active and healthy and feel fabulous and confident all the time...I wanna shine!

My heaviest weight was 202 lbs about 5 months ago, which I've kept pretty secret aside from one best friend. My boyfriend and I call 200 "passing the threshold" lol, he thinks my heaviest has been 197! : X
I want a lifestyle change. I love working out but have problems getting in the zone. I hate working out alone and have no workout or diet buddies..boo.
I tried the herbalife shakes for a month and did lots of walking, in 2 months I lost 20lbs but gained it back.
I recently got some phentermine pills, lost 5lbs in a week but quit taking them, I hate the side affects! Goodness. Such a difficult time keeping weight off. I joined this forum for support.
I think I can do it with others on the same journey. I love the inspiration I find here. I shall start my journey today.
Counting calories can be fun. Wish me luck... Also, I can't wait to have a ticker!


