Well... that sucks.
Hi! Back again.... for the third time in 3 years? Haven't kept up with anything. Life was too crazy and then I just didn't care. Well now I have to care. I was diagnosed with diabetes this week.
I'm a 33 year old, 281 lb, drinker (socially but always sugary), smoker, bi polar diabetic with triglicerides over 270.
I'm not worried that I can't do it... because I did in my 20's. But this time, I'm older and with worse health starting out. I need support. Not just of my doctors and friends and family but from you - many of those going through similar journeys.
I don't have a computer at home right now (it got stolen in a break in) but I do have wonderful friends who allow me to use their computers on the weekends. And I may be able to check in some during the week at work on breaks.
It's not vanity anymore.. it's not even vanity masqued by the touting of 'i just want to be healthy'. Now it's do or die.
My doctor is starting me on Metformin on Monday for my blood sugar, some other med i can't remember for my triglicerides. I've already officially quit socially drinking and by winter I will be a nonsmoker. I've been wanting to do Zumba for a long time and I'm finally going to start. I've passed up quite a bit of crappy food already this week and for all of this, I'm proud of myself. But the journey is just beginning.
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