I am new here and trying to get (atleast a part of) my life under control. I wasn't heavy as a child, it happened when I got pregnant for the first time. Had a horrible (medically) pregnancy and went down hill from there.. Fast forward 20 + years later and I am the highest I have ever been, NOT HAPPY at all.... My children are older so it is time for me. I have lost 34-35 lbs (depends on the day. LOL) I am very proud of that and want to continue. I need a 'push' now and then and hope to find people that can light a fire under my rear.