Thanks so much guys!! Today is day number 2 on my journey to get healthy. Today was a HARD day!!! I am having some withdrawl headachs from not drinking pop. That made it rough. I almost gave in this evening. I was feeling like crap and just wanted some fast food for dinner. I was telling myself every excuse I could think of to convince myself it was ok to just do it. It sounds so silly saying it all out loud. I feel like a drug addict. I did it though!!! I didn't give in. It was hard but I kept hearing Jillians voice saying "life is just a series of choices". I have to make better choices. I tried not to think about all the successes or failures of my past. I just had to take this one choice and do my best, and I DID IT!! I cannot tell you the sense of accomplishment I have. I know that soulnds silly, but it is really a huge deal for me. I have used food as a coping mechanism for so long. I am trying to change my whole outlook. I am trying to come to grips with the fact I deserve to take care of myself. I am worth it. WOW, that is hard to say. I teared up even typing it. That goes against everything I have told myself for so long. I am just trying to learn how to love myself, so I can better love those around me. So thats my little rant for today. I don't know if anyone cares. I am just stoked that I took a small step toward my goal. Now onto day #3. I am excited to see what it wil bring me.
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Dhani 
