(Okay, so I'm only half German. Still. :P)
Hey, everyone! First off, I have to tell you I'm
ecstatic that I found this site. It seems to be really helpful and supportive, and seeing as how I have no one here at home to give me a helping hand, this is just what I need. (All friends and family are thin and have never had to lose weight, so they have nothing to offer except, "Stop eating so much and move more like we do!" This doesn't help because they don't seem to realize that what they are eating around me is the cause of my weight gain, and the extent of their physical activity is reaching for the remote.

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So my name is Madysen. I'm 17 years old as of last November and I've weighed 156 lbs. for a year or so now. I shouldn't consider this too bad, but I'm only 5'1" (Barely!) and I haven't been below 135 lbs. since the fourth grade. Needless to say, that means I've been overweight my entire life. I'm wanting to start anew when I get to college in 2011 and that means I'd like to have confidence. I don't have much as of now because my self-esteem has always been pretty low. I don't believe that being thinner will magically give me super-confidence or anything; it'd just help a little since I've never
been thin. And weight-related disease runs rampant in my family, so I really need to get myself in check before it catches up with me. That's what I'm concerned about most, you see. Diabetes and all. ^_^
I did lose thirty pounds once in middle school when I reached a high of 163 lbs. at 14, but I gained it all back for some reason the year after. And I've literally tried everything you can imagine (except for that AbCircle that people say works well) but I'm hung up now.
And that's me in a nutshell.
(Sorry for the long paragraphs; writers have the tendency to overdo things sometimes... ^^')
It's nice to meet everyone!