Hi! I'm PastelApple. I'm a freshman in college who is half-way to gaining the freshman 15, but I'm hoping to change that. I really want to get back to carrying the same weight I carried during my sophomore year of high school, the 180 lb. range. During that year, I didn't eat healthily, but I ran about 3-7 miles a day because I was in cross-country. I've had bad eating habits since I was a child.
I love exercise, but I also love food. The tough part of this process will be learning to change my eating habits that I've had for such a long time. As much as I read about what I should or should not eat, I feel like this is going to be a a huge learning process.
I think, more than anything, I want to lose weight to help me find my confidence. I have so many reasons to be grateful for being the person I am, but my weight has always seemed to trump that. I've never been in a relationship, or even had the confidence to fully pursue one. I'm actually decently attractive, just not confident. I really, really want to find a happy place for myself, so that I can allow other people into my life.
I'm excited.