Howdy from Ohio!
Hi, I recently found this site after watching the last episode of Biggest Loser, Shay got voted off and it really hit me what she had to say about things.
I have spent my whole life being the fat girl in glass, being the one that everybody picked on, while having a mother and father who were fit and thin, it was really hard growing up in that atmosphere, and now that I am done with school, even though its been over 3 years, I need to make a change. I have so many emotional problems associated with Bipolar disorder which makes me an emotional eater. But I find the best therapy is puppies and kittens, I have a just short of 6 month old Cairn Terrier puppy named Toto, that is just so sweet and just has such adorable little eyes, and one time i was crying, she licked away my tears...Its so sweet and so innocent yet the impact is just incredible. and even though my husband doesn't lick away my tears, (lol) he is also an incredible person to rely on, he is the most amazing person and has changed my entire life for the better. He's saved me from ****, and I couldn't be happier to have him.
At this point my weight is around 280, i need to lose around 89 lbs to meet my goals. I set that weight because i am 5'11" tall, and i have a larger stature, when I first got a gym membership, they checked out everything and tested my body fat to muscle percentage and said that a weight I needed to be to be at the peak of health is 203, so i figured 191 is a much more nicer weight for me. I don't want to lose 10 lbs a week, but even a lb or so would be nice...By next december i want to be at least 200...
My problem is that i really need more support then i have, my parents are relatively healthy, and my husband has an ok weight, so its really up to me...im my own support system, noone to workout with etc...So i came here for help....
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