another introduction
Hi!
I found this site today and after reading around a bit, I decided to join on the spot (I even signed up for a blog!) because it seems just like the place I'm looking for!
IRL my name is Paola, I'm 32 and I live in Italy - so please forgive me if sometimes my writing might be weird, it's just because English is not my first language!
I've been kind of overweight all my life, on and off trying to get on a diet seriously, but always loosing my path at some point.
I've always been the heavier of all my friends, and the last three years were not easy considering that I worked at an ice rink (administrative job) were most of my contact were serious athletes (a couple of Olympic athletes even!) so the comparison was really depressing.
I often felt so tired and heavy... I want to get fitter and healthier!
I've never been a friend of the scale, judging mainly by how my clothes felt and fitted, but I will try to get over it too, and give me some numbers to look at.
Two years ago I did manage to shed a few kilos, basically by going to the gym regularly and sticking to a diet... so I know I can do it, I just need the motivation to keep doing it!
What sabotaged me was getting stuck in a nightmare job that sucked all the energy from me - so there was a lot of missed sessions at the gym, and A LOT of comfort eating...
Two weeks ago I resigned from there (I know it is crazy to give up a job in this bad economy, but seriously it was making me sick - and I'm not talking metaphorically, my doc had just started me on anxiety medications to try to help the mental wreck that I was becoming.) and now I'm at home, planning some works (re-painting all the rooms for a start, the garden, etc) so there will be some physical activity, and I moved my subscription from the gym that I kept avoiding to another branch near here where I seriously want to go. it's nice and well organized, I went some times already and I like it!
SO... here I am... I hope that by sharing our experiences, days, struggles and successes we'll all help each other to get to our goals!
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