Hi,
I have been on 3fc at least two other times. To be honest, I can't remember my past sns that I have used before. I am so tired of not making any progress. I was an overweight child & I thought things would never change. Then as a teenager I became more involved and by the time I was 16 I was down to 130 pounds, which I consider a healthy weight for me. I loved being thin & healthy. I didn't need to eat anything to make me happy (like chocolate or other things that can be unhealthy). I ate good portions that were just what I needed. Then I came to college. The only food that looked good was unhealthy. The rec center was a far walk from my dorm room (and also a cold and windy one I should mention). I stopped working out. I starting eating the unhealthy foods again. And since 18, I have gradually put on about 30 pounds a year. Now I am 220. I am 24. I want to have kids in two or so years. I don't want to be one of those women that people can't tell how far along I am because I am already so fat. I don't spend much money on clothes anymore because I am hoping that my size will go down. I am now in my last year of grad school (this would be my 6th year of college) my career & educational life is going wonderful..but my health..I am worried that if I don't change something I will develop some kind of health problem. I don't want to weigh the same as my husband. And I don't want to depend on ice cream to make me happy here and there. I also am crazy busy, so I don't even know when I can fit in regular workout sessions. I know this is one long rant, but I am fed up. I don't know where to start..again.
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