Jillian, hi and welcome. i'm sure you will find tons of support and friends here, wonderful place really, god bless those sisters for starting this forum
i just wanted you to know i'm pulling for you. when i first started on this weightloss journey, it seemed almost like an impossible task, but once i started making small mini goals, and got it in my head that this is a marathon and not a sprint to the finish, it got alot easier. i weigh in every week and sometimes i gain, but that is okay, because i am not perfect. b4 in all my attempts at weightloss i never left room for error, and if i varied off plan at all, i thought i had blown it,'and ultimately i'd beat myself up so much i'd just give up. i now know that i can stray off plan from time to time, and it is not the end of the world

i've found if i eat right and move my body more often than not, the end result will be weightloss.
i'm telling you all this because i remember how overwhelmed i was when i started.
my motto is this: i'm not striving for perfection, but i am trying to be consistent.

SO GLAD YOU ARE HERE!