HI A

I just wanted you to know there is another person here for you.
And I have to also reiterate what another poster already said - if you are actually BPD, please stay on your meds. I just lost a dear friend who had BPD who decided to stop taking her meds and it unfortunately spun her out of control until she took her own life. Please, please, please... don't stop taking meds, but rather, if you can, get a second opinion if your meds don't seem to be right for you. You are young and have such a wonderful life of possibilities out there for you!!