Hi there BECKYJO . . .

. . . you've come to a great place for support and encouragement; so glad you found us.
I'm also a Type II diabetic and have been for about 20 years now. I spent about 15 years in the place where you are right now and didn't really get my act back together until the beginning of 2006 when I found myself with well over 100 pounds to lose and a staggering list of meds (including insulin). I've now lost almost 70 pounds and have managed to get rid of two meds completely and cut the others by quite a bit. So it can be done; but it is definitely not easy and it's definitely not fast.
Come on over and join us in the
Diabetes Support Forum, Chickie . . .
http://www.3fatchicks.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?f=203 . . . we understand exactly what you are facing and we're definitely here for you.
Hope you'll drop into our
Sugar Shakers Forum also . . .
http://www.3fatchicks.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?f=62 . . . where you will find lots of information about the low GI/GL food plans most recommended for good blood sugar control.
Hope to see you soon . . . you can do it . . . yes you can.