HELLO from Cleveland!! I need help
Hello all,
My name is April, I am a 32 year old mother of 5 kids, ages 10,8,6,1 1/2, and 6 months. I have decided as of right now I am going to try my best to lose weight. I say it over and over, and "started" my diet, all to end up gaining 50 lbs in 6 months. What a great diet I was on huh?
I cannot take it no more, I enjoy being thick (big butt, thick thighs) but this stomach and extra rolls on my back gotta go. My boyfriend likes big women and does not want me to lose weight. So my goal for right now it to lose 45 lbs, which will be where I was when he first met me, then I can decide from there if I want to go further. I weigh 245 now, my goal is 200, but I would LOVE to be about 170. (i dont wanna be skinny) I am only like 5' 3" or 4" and have a really great shape when I am not this fat and flabby.
I found this website a while ago, and I see there are a LOT of forums, I dont know if any people will read this, but I would like to make some friends and I really need help with this. and I can help you all too.
I am thinking of trying diet pills like relacore, zantrax, lipovox, or zenical or something, or maybe alli,,,,uhhhh...I dont know. I know I have to diet and exercise. But i need that push, plus it will help a little cause the pills always work for a minute, maybe that will give me extra motivation. well I dont wanna make this too long for now (cause I can talk for days) I am new here and just want to see whats going on and find some friends.
thanks for reading
also I remember a while ago I seen peoples posts on here with a scale of where they started, where they are, and where they want to go, if I dont find out how to do it on my own can you tell me how to get one of those cute things?
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