I'm not completely new here, because I've stopped by from time to time and wished I could join you all. I haven't ever posted, I feel so out of place - I know almost nothing about food science (I do know that I LOVE sugar

) or exercise. I'm just new to all of it.
I have finally reached the breaking point. I can't stand the way I look and feel. I have two little boys

(two and a half and almost one) and in my opinion, this is no way for their mama to be. I was never really "small" but between the two pregnancies I gained close to 100 pounds. I am also fairly newly wed (just passed the 3 year mark) and I am ashamed that I have let myself get this way. My body image is affecting my marriage and my interaction with my babies - I just can't take it anymore!
I've whined enough about my issues for now, but I'm hoping to find a place to fit in here, to learn how to make the changes I so desire in myself, and to find some support from others in the same position. I feel better just having gotten all this off my shoulders. Thank you 3FC for being here!!
I am really looking forward to getting to know all of you!