I always said I wasn't ready, I need more time, but I AM READY NOW.
I have finally come to terms, and found my way back. I need the support, I have the power. I am looking at getting down to ONDERLAND

, after that we will see. I am going to start Monday August 27th, that gives me
2 days to to gather thoughts do some research and make a plan that I can stick to and do.
A friend started going to the gym twice a week and I am going to go with her, I am going to start walking at least 4 times a week, and start some sort of exercise videos for home. I have bought a skipping rope and some 6 lb hand weights, I also need to quit my bad PEPSI habbit and switch to a good WATER habbit.
Thanks for listening, and wish me well.....