Hi Teta!
Welcome! I notice that you are headed to 160. That's where I am headed, too!
As I read your post where you said, "When did I get to be so big?" it really rung a bell! I have been thinking about that very question for the last 70+ pounds of my weightloss! I think that we get so busy wrapped up in the lives of our families, our children's activities, work, etc. that we LOSE OURSELVES! Suddenly, one day when things calm down a bit in our lives, we catch a glimpse of our true self and are APPALLED at what we are seeing! I truly think that I stopped "seeing" myself about thirty years ago!!!
I KNOW that you will enjoy being here. There's a whole bunch of people here who really know what you are dealing with as you lose the weight. That is always a HUGE comfort!
Cheryl