Thank you everyone for the kind words. This is such a great place.
DAK1LLS: I also felt very sleepy the first days of phase 3 - I think its adding the carbs and the blood sugar change that we aren't used to anymore after so long on IP. What did you have for breakfast? I know when I added wheat back I got hot flashes. I tend to go heavy on the protein w/ breakfast and have 3 egg whites each morning as part of my phase 3 breakfast. It seemed to help with the sleepy feeling, or my body adjusted after a few days. it is something else to eat. The breakfasts are so much food!!
RuthAnn: sending you healing thoughts - do what you need to to take care of your health first. IP will still be here when you are all better. You have proven that you can do this and you will when you get the OK from the DR
I love reading about everyone's success and seeing people starting phase 3, and reaching their goals.
For the body image and clothing issue - I think its universal among people who lose a lot of weight. I have no idea what to wear and while I'm thrilled that things fit in a regular store - I feel afraid to buy them because I feel like just because they fit doesn't mean I should wear them and I cannot judge how I look at all. I am constantly asking my family: are you sure I can wear this? I don't look silly? I think part of it is we are not used to wearing clothes that fit because we spent so much time trying to hide under big shapeless things. I was used to buying 5 of the exact same thing in different colors when I was a size 24/26 just because it fit. Shopping is now overwhelming simply because there are so many choices of clothes in my size that will fit on my body and I am unable to decide in the dressing room if something looks good and I like it.
I asked my son the other day who he was fishing with in the picture -- he looked at me like I had 6 heads and said: that's YOU mom - I took the picture of you it was the first fish you caught. HUH? my mind does not see me like that and immediately I found myself thinking that camera must make me look thin - used to see pictures and think wow that camera makes me look fat - its the SAME camera so clearly the problem is with my perception.
Enough rambling: my point is:if you are struggling with this realize most of us are. It will get better eventually when our minds catch up.
Keep up the good work everyone - Its hard work even when it feels like it isn't. I know how hard you all work to stay on plan and I'm here to remind you: It really is worth the effort.