I'm an addict, too. I have come to the realization that being overweight for such a long time that my condition is something chronic that I will always need to manage. I have been wrapping my head around this thought while I prepare for maintenance. And I am a long way from maintenance. But I am determined to nail this, this time! (I have a history of losing alot of weight and regaining it plus)
What I love about IP is that my carbohydrate cravings are largely controlled. I really don't give things like ice cream or potato chips a second thought. And I used to obsess over these things, just like an addict!! I hid my problem, too. I would go to the store, load up my cart with bad stuff, and then go through the self check out line so no one would see. Daily.
Those behaviors are pretty much history. I don't even think that way anymore! It is pretty miraculous what IP has done for me. The despair is gone and is replaced by optimism that I had not known for such a long time. I am full of hope. But I am not disillusioned, either, and know that eating a high power serving of carbs would be a slippery slope indeed. So I am here to learn everything I can about nutrition and even myself. I will not let history repeat itself again.
It does get easier with time. Keep at it and it does seem to become second nature. In fact, the word auto-pilot comes to mind!!
Keep returning to this forum for support and encouragement, and good luck


