......at the office working, minding my own business, happy as can be (hit 51% of my total weight loss yesterday AM), when I had an “episode”. At first I thought I was having one heck of a hot flash but about 20 seconds later, my heart was doing somersaults in my chest. Very long story that I won’t recite…..just know that yes, I thought I was truly going to die at that moment and being frightened is an understatement.
I’ve been to the doctor and will be having tests tomorrow but here’s the kicker. Doctor wants me to slow my weight loss down. There are numerous factors in my life that could have caused yesterday’s “episode”, one of them being that I’ve lost (what she sees in her charts) 11 pounds in a month. Rapid weight loss can make the body do weird things…this might be happening to me!!!!! She wants me to up my calories and increase my protein. Our hearts are nothing more than one big working muscle!
Just talked to my coach and she is recommending that I go straight to Phase III. I am so mentally not there yet…not ready to go back to carbs until I get the bulk of my remaining weight gone. Needless to say…..I am not happy about this. My coach and I agreed to add 1 if not 2 more protein servings and increase my veggies for the time being while I wait for my test results…….and allow the selfish me to understand it’s not just about my losing weight any more.
You talk about having to staying strong? I am mentally/emotionally all over the place. I know tomorrow I will see things clearer than I do today, and the day after that will be even better. I was winning this battle with my body and I’ll be damned if it hasn’t figured out just how to get back at me!




...yeah, right!!!! I wish my biggest issue of the day was how to stay OP. 
