Take this time to concentrate on YOU....use all the anger and pain to make the gym even more effective for you.

Best of luck, sweetie!

Thanks Jen.
I've been hitting the gym rather hard. And still feeling the hurt of the break up. My ex and I have a appointment with MY Counselor, because something just does not seem right. And I want to get to the bottom of it.

I'm also going to visit my mother in the Hospital On Saterday. She's in a place that's over 3 hours away @_@.. And it's been months from the last time I've seen her and I feel so guilty for not taking more time to going and seeing her while she is still alive. even though she's in a coma, at least I can see her and touch her.

I'm so scared to go see her. I know she dosn't look at all the same.

You made the right decision, it will hurt for awhile but will get better!I'm proud of you choosing a happy life over what seemed to be a shadowed life!!
I'm glad you are going to see your mom, all the best, don't be scared, she is still your mom.
Take care, hun!