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My mother in law tends to get all "daydreamy" of plans and is so unrealistic and me being a people pleaser find it hard to make her happy, my husband happy, my kids happy and me happy when it's nearly impossible as we all have different ideas/things taht make us happy.
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Been there!
Give yourself permission to be on vacation and not people please all the time. Take a break. Let everyone else hold their own emotional baggage. You are not responsible for other people and their happy 24/7.
Take a poll of the people. Perhaps agree on top 3 things to hit as a big group, and then let the rest be what it is for your resting vacation needs. So you don't please her daily while on vacation. And? Is that so horrid? To want a break from people pleasing?
My Dad is that way. Controlling and narcisstic. He complains I do "elder abuse" because I won't give in to his every whim. He also complains I'm "bossy" and a whole mess of other stuff. Everyone knows I'm not unkind -- and everyone knows he's being unreasonable and he's one of those fusspot seniors! Not all seniors age well or pleasantly. That is the reality.
He also struggles with mental illness. We're not unkind to him or inconsiderate of his needs but we do have to take a firm hand with him sometimes when his expectations are just over the top and he views his wants as needs. We meet his needs for care. But his wants take turns with everyone else's wants. Where we go out to dinner, what movie we rent to watch, etc. It is not his way all the time. It is fair. And he doesn't like it.
That he doesn't like that? That's his problem. His own unrealistic expectation that "his way should be the way all the time" sets him up for disappointment when it isn't. That's not his people hurting him. That's him and his thinking hurting himself. Mom used to try to change his mind but I told her to leave that job to his psych. Don't be doing other people's jobs. We do ours. Psych does his. Dad? He has his jobs. He can choose to apply himself and do his therapies work with his psych or not. He's the one who was to live his life. We cannot live it for him.
We can only choose how we want to live our own.
We all traveled to my grandma's 90th bday. Big family reunion. Dad wanted to control everything all the time and that was nuts. My sister and I ignored his nonsense and asked Mom what her top three things were. Turns out she only had two. So we did them to honor her and honor my grandmother since she's the reason for the big reunion. We also let Dad pick some things he wanted so he got something. But the REST of the time? We did as we pleased and took off in separate directions. We all thought it was fine and fair. Dad was huffy he didn't get to boss all.
But 7 people unhappy trying to please the unpleasable + 1 grumpy pants?
How's that better than 7 people reasonably happy + 1 grumpy pants?
He's
always grumpy pants, and his grumpy stems from his own overstepping bounds/unreasonable expectations!
My kid is 8. She knows her grandad is a fusspot. I don't want to raise a people pleaser. So I invite her, but if she doesn't want to come I don't make her when I go see the parents. If she decides to come along? I don't MAKE her play with him. She has to be polite and clean up whatever when she's done playing as basic manners. But I won't dictate to her how she spends her time there. She knows there's consequences. If she makes a big old fort, she's cleaning up that big old fort! If she makes the cat mad, he might scratch. If she decides to play with grandad, he might be having a good day or he may be in fusspot mode. It is what it is.
I don't say anything mean about my Dad to her. But the child herself can see he is difficult and she reacts naturally. If she spends less time with him because he's a fusspot... He can choose to try to be less fusspot or not. Sometimes she plays with my dad. She obviously prefers playing with my mom, because mom leaves her alone and doesn't try to control the games like my dad does. Sometimes she's off with the cat and other times she just wants to play by herself.
Dad says I'm "brainwashing her" against him. I pay it no mind and let the child-grandad relationship unfold however it will. It's their relationship to develop. Not mine.
THEIRS.
What I won't do is
force her to play with him and raise a people pleaser. That can lead to accepting abuse/drama/wacky in future relationships because she's not secure about just saying "thanks, but no thanks. not for me right now."
I rather support her in her making her own judgement calls about who she wants to be with or not. She can own that. And Dad? He can own how his fusspot alienates his grandkid. That's his baggage to decide to hold, or drop. Not mine to dictate or hold for him, no matter how many times he tries to saddle me with that baggage.
A.