Hi Sugar!
I'm sorry that you are feeling down! It was a good thing for you to come here to this site. There's a lpt of support here and people who can understand.
To answer your question, Shelby has mentioned some GREAT ideas, and I would like to add that if you haven't tried exercise as a picker-upper yet, PLEASE DO! Exercise actually causes your body to manufacture endorphins. Endorphins make you feel more positive so that you WANT to do more and see the good rather than the bad side of life.
Nobody likes to feel rejected, but maybe this rejection will allow you to be free to find someone that is truly for you.
Losing weight boosts self-esteem and makes a person feel lighter and fitter. Exercise will assist you on this, and soon you will wonder what you ever saw in the guy!!!
Also, this is DEFINITELY the time for me to ask you if you really want to be with someone who rejects you, treats you like you are a loser, and makes you feel like you aren't good enough! Sounds like someone to STEER CLEAR OF if you ask me! A person who treats someone like that is insecure and is dealing with self-esteem issues himself. It also sounds like you COULD BE looking at an abuser there.
Be glad that you got away from a situation that could prove to be not only uncomfortable, but quite possibly downright DANGEROUS!
Go do some of the affirmations that Shelby suggested RIGHT NOW!! Hugs to you!!
IT WILL BE OK!
Cheryl