
Today's my weigh in, and I'm having to write down a +.8 gain from last week, putting me at 122.8lbs. I have counted my calories carefully this week -- I haven't been hitting 1200, but nothing higher than 1450 (even the night I accidentally crammed some rice krispies treats into my mouth before I could stop myself) -- so I'm not sure what gives. Salt? Also, I'm trying to catch a cold, so that could be it. Been popping Zicam like crazy, but each morning I wake up feeling a little worse. That could have something to do with the gain.
Oh well! Hopefully it just means I'll be down even more next week.

My boyfriend's boss went to Switzerland for a ski trip and brought my boyfriend a TON of chocolate. In our house we seriously have like 8 HUGE chocolate bars and 2 boxes of truffles and a big bag of different kinds of chocolate bark. It's so, so hard to leave it alone -- but I've been doing fairly well! I've been eating about 100 calories worth a night.
I'm making a big pork roast with apples and onions on Sunday, but otherwise I should be able to stick to my calories this weekend. I hope!

How is everyone else doing?


I'm not sure what to do about that. Hopefully I can buckle down here and start making some progress.


: Thank you. And I do think you're right, it's not like I'm trying to get to a weight so that I can get a certain size or anything, I'm going to be in the same size regardless. It's hard to get out of the mind set that I'm flaking out on a commitment by buying my "reward" when I haven't actually put in the "work" -- but it's just a dangerous, depressing way of thinking. I'm going to go ahead an buy it simply because I want it! And it's for Valentine's Day, which is one of my favorite holidays. Plus I think my honey would like it, I have a HUGE drawer full of frilly lace stuff that doesn't fit me anymore.
Thanks for the reality check.