Have you ever made an excuse not to go out because you were embarrassed about the way you looked? That's me tonight. I feel like everyone must be looking at me and thinking "gosh look at how much weight she's gained". I'm so upset with myself because I just keep eating bad. I keep saying those 5 famous words, I'll start being better tomorrow. I'm so upset with myself I could scream. I do not want to let food control me like it's been doing. I don't want to be hiding in my bedroom because I don't want people to see all the weight I've gained. I just want to be slim, trim and feel healthy again.