Thanks for all of your kind comments!
I'm at an interesting point in the journey right now. I'm bouncing around between 141 and 143, and I think I like it here. My fear is that I won't be able to comfortably maintain at 133, so I'm not sure that I want to kill myself over losing the last eight lbs only to have to continue to kill myself to keep the last eight lbs off. Right now, I feel good and I'm happy with how I look. I haven't been tracking calories or logging food for the last couple of weeks which feels good because while it was really helpful, I found I could be kinda obsessive about it. It was a bad to feel anxiety about eating out because I wouldn't be able to perfectly account for each calorie I ate. I'm now doing the intuitive eating thing, and it seems to be working. I'll keep weighing in just to make sure I don't start to go up, but I'm OK if this is where I stay.
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