Amazing update....DD got called back for a 2nd interview. She still doesn't have the job, but still has a shot at it. The coolest thing is they changed the job description (this is a new position) and DD is much more suited for the new description than the old one. I am still wondering about it all ... I will be really sad if she gets this job, but she needs to
Hey everyone. Let me tell you right off the bat I'm not Christian - far from it - but I could use some prayers and encouragement for sure. I'm NOT suicidal, but I do not want to be a part of this life and this world any more. My struggles with food have become too much for me to handle, and I cannot seem to accept any outside help. If there is a G-d, I don't know what I did for him/her to make me feel this way, to hate myself so much that I can't even function.
jewcy, I think you do believe there is a God or you wouldn't be questioning Him .
I am not someone professionaly qualified to give you help, but I do believe you need professional help , if you can't accept help what will you do ?I will be praying for you that you will be able to get relief from this burden you are caring.
I just want you to know that GOD LOVES YOU, JEWCY ~ just the way you are ... GOD loves your heart, and your mind, and your soul. GOD loves the way you laugh, and the way you talk. GOD loves who you are now and what you can become in the future -- a beautiful gem, sparkling bright like a star in the night ...
I have loved you with an everlasting love ... Jeremiah 31:3
... and JESUS came to take away all that shame; give it to Him. JESUS came to pay for your mistakes; give them to Him. Give this burden of self-recrimination away ~ give it to JESUS. He said ...
"Come unto me, all who are burdened and heavy laden, and I will give you rest for your souls ... for my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28
Right now, you are just confused and searching. You have stuff in your life that needs healing. So we will pray for you that you will find the love and healing that you need; and the power to make any changes that you need to feel better and be healthier too.
Plus, we'll try to answer your questions too. Some things in life are difficult to understand. The way you feel has a human cause; part of just being a human being. GOD wants you to feel well and be happy.
Last edited by Justwant2Bhealthy; 03-24-2012 at 05:21 PM.
Jewcy, here is another scripture that you might find helpful.
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future".
