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Originally Posted by BellaLumina
I heard that beginners and wannabes are welcome here so I'm just barging on in.
I'm probably more in the wannabe category right now! LOL I'm proud of myself because I ran 8 minutes today-- 1 minute at a time with time in the middle for recovery. I didn't realize that other non-skinny folks
also ran! I used to love running when I was a bit less heavy in the past and I'm very much looking forward to being able to do more than 2 minutes at a time! It's tremendously inspiring to read about everyone's accomplishments.
I'm still horribly self-conscious about all things related to athletisism and very easily intimidated. I know I defeat myself when I tell myself I'm too fat to do it so I'm working hard on getting over that.
Anyway, I didn't mean to turn this into a confessional, just wanted to come out of lurker status. I really enjoy reading everyone's posts, it's motivating me to keep going!
Welcome to the thread, Bella!
I know exactly where you are coming from, when i started running, that is where i was too. I progressed very quickly though and soon enough I was completing my first lap, then second.. then my first mile, etc. I am still a beginning here as well, I can run about 2 miles straight through (at a VERY VERY SLOW pace, but at least Im jogging) and then I walk/jog intermittently.
My dad and my brother were both exceptional athletes and it turned me off to sports and physical competition of any kind.. when i was a kid I tried little league one year. I went for maybe 2 games and then never went back-- my mom had taken me, I was terrible at it, and i horribly ashamed and scared to death that my dad and brother would find out how bad I was. I have had so many traumatic "fat kid" gym stories you wouldnt believe it. And when I first started running, you should have seen me, in the blistering heat, wearing a huge t-shirt and long sweatpants. But damnit, I got out there and did it. And am still doing it. You can do it, too

Im so excited for you! Congrats on running that eight minutes!
Dont feel bad about long posts, either. As youve probably noticed, I can get seriously long-winded :0)
happy running, Bella!
lilith