Good Morning All ~
Today is my second day on the board and I have to say that I am excited to be here! Yesterday was such a terrible day for me that I didn't think I would recover, but last night someone replied to my newbie post with such a simple remark, "...tomorrow will be better..." and sure enough, IT IS!!

Woo Hoo ! Who would have thought that such a simple statement would make such an impact.

When I was at my all time low last night and feeling very alone in my struggles with my weight, I came across this website. Although it is only my second day on this board, it has given me inspiration and comfort that I did not have before ~ for that I am grateful!
With that said .. my morning has been GREAT ! I woke up early, went for a walk around my neighborhood (not a very long one as I am very out of shape at the moment .. but it, nonetheless, its a start). I'm just happy that I mustered up enough energy to get my tennis shoes on and walk out the door to go walking . LoL ..
Today is also my Mother's Birthday

, So since we live in different states, I called to wish her a happy birthday and to see if she had received my flowers/gifts ~ she had. I am very close to my mother and it was wonderful to hear the cheerfulness in her voice this a.m. So much so, that I have decided to surprise her with a visit tomorrow .. just because. lol
And for the first time in years, my Fiance and I actually sat down and talked about my weight ~ which we were both a nervous wreck talking about. He was so cute though, it was very apparent that he was trying not to say things that he thought would hurt my feelings. But I wanted him to be honest with me, regardless of how it would make me feel. As it turned out, he is not as concerned about my weight as I had always imagined in my mind that he was. I have a very low self-esteem due to my weight, I am the heaviest I have ever been ... and I cringe at the thought of going out to public places sometimes with him, as I feel that he might be embarrassed of me. A part of me still feels like this, Im sure it wont change overnight ~ but I am relieved at how supportive he actually was about the whole thing.
So, Thanks to you all who have joined this board and been willing to share your experiences and your support!!! I'm def feeling like

this morning ... I'm looking foward to getting to know you all better and helping us all reach our weight loss goals!