I'm feeling really TRAPPED. I'm eating all the wrong stuff (bingeing on carbs and fats), and I need support! There are ongoing problems at home, and I just need to get out and do something for myself. I want to work, but right now the only job I've got is being a chaffeur for my husband and son. We only have 1 vehicle-praise God I can drive it-it's equipped with hand controls. Last night I mentioned about applying for a job where he(DH) works (Lowe's). I know they're one of the few places around here who are pro-active about hiring handicapped workers. I thought he'd agree (it might help w/the transportation prob), but he had a million reasons why I SHOULDN'T. I don't know-maybe I'm just being over sensitive. He wants me to work too-but on HIS terms. In the meantime, DS is copping a 'tude about everything (he wants free access to our 1 vehicle), and my husband is catering to him instead of telling him to straighten up. All this is playing havoc with my emotions and making it hard to stay on an eating plan. I'm sorry I'm venting, but other than the LORD, I don't really know where to turn.
Cin: I'd like to do a study on "Victory Over the Darkness". I think I need to read it again! Do you get Neil Anderson's e-mail devotional-it's available through Crosswalk.com
Liz: Get some rest! And enjoy the weekend w/your DH.
I hope everyone has a restful weekend!